Aug 2, 2025
It was the Summer of 2020, when I challenged a Senior Leader to a hypothetical question.
“If someone’s working 14-hour days, covering a vast region with little support, and constantly tasked with solving issues beyond their remit because they can handle complexity - how long before they wonder if they’d make a bigger impact building something of their own?”
I knew I wouldn't get a truthful answer. I've never had a desire to be my own boss however I believed that there was a different way.
Challenge norms that had been blindly accepted. Push Leaders to be better. Refocus how Value is Perceived. Change the narrative.
It became a strain - emotionally and professionally. Caught between recurring negotiation pain points and institutional unwillingness to adapt. I was labelled by Management as "Constructively Difficult" for wanting to improve.
Then it hit me:
"You can't reshape strategy from inside someone else's framework."
The framework that I set out to change had instead started to shape me. And as I found myself navigating forward while patching leaks below the waterline, it become clear; I needed to find a platform that aligned with my principles - or risk capsizing under the burden of compromise.
That search led me to a platform that, on paper, seemed to share my principles of making a difference. The reality didn't match the promise - a misstep, not a failure.
And like all missteps, it served its purpose.
It reminded me what I stood for.
That principles are non-negotiable.
That clarity, not unwavering obedience, drives meaningful progress.
Clarity around the kind of clients I would represent.
Clarity around the kind of services I was proud to deliver.
Clarity around what I was no longer willing to compromise.
So I moved on - not to escape, but to realign.
I wasn't trying to be a "boss."
I was trying to build something better.
A platform that delivers excellence, not just growth metrics.
A space for clients to make informed risk decisions - not just react to known risks.
A partner that understands risk isn't just about transferring exposure - it's about designing intelligent, timely strategies that support commercial priorities.
Today, I work with leadership teams across Maritime & Specialty Industries who value strategic insight, long-term impact and Independence by Design.
I lead with clarity, deliver with purpose, and measuresuccess by the outcomes we create together.
Because in an Industry that rewards noise and speed - I chose clarity, Independence and deliberate impact.